I messed up :(
I haven't binged and purged in a really long time. Well, once a week I allow myself to eat more than I usually do but never binge. But, the last week its like something took over me. I ate so much three days in a row. Yesterday I messed up so bad. I haven't purged in about one year and yesterday I did. I feel terrible, I don't know why I lost control. I don't know how I could have done that to myself I ate so much and so many things that are bad for you. I was doing so well and then I just lost it. I feel like I am worthless and never going to get better. I just wish I was in control of my life. This sucks! I'm 29 years old you would think I had my life in order by now? Sorry guys I just needed to vent.