Welcome Klutzqueen: I am now 48 yrs old and fought first with anorexia, then bulimia in my late teens and early 20s. I understand where you are coming from. I was considered the "strong" one but my insecurities were deeply rooted. My family and peers were weight obsessed and I was always, in my eyes and through family comments, too heavy.
However, I would fervently asked you to seek some professional help. No one has to know you have. I say this because, due to my bulimic phase of life, my esophagus (sp?), stomach and intestinal tract are severely scarred and I suffer greatly from reflux and ulcers (have had 5-6 so far in my life).
God Bless and Good luck. KDB
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