julie22

Yeah, I have to vote with Jen...

I was never really trying to lose weight....I was just trying not to gain it.

But it wound up that I kept losing, and while I thought I looked a little on the thin side, I actually looked extremely sick. I've gained 15 pounds, and sometimes I feel huge. But that same 15 pounds made me realize how awful I must have looked...The hardest part is that now, I may never be able to have children.

I've always heard people say that an eating disorder is a sign of a problem, not the problem. Whatever it is in your case, please know that my thoughts are with you!

take care, and good luck.

ps. try taking a picture of yourself, the way you look now. When you were at 95 lbs and 5'2", I'll bet you're pretty thin....