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Hi Everyone,

I just wanted to say that I am sorry that I haven't been responding to people's posts and emails lately. I am in the process of moving to across the country to start a new job. It is a stressful time for me and very busy. I have been starting to have a tough time lately again. I stopped taking my antidepressants because I don't want to be on them, I also know I am finally starting to gain weight, my size 3 and 5 pants are almost to snug to wear. I know that should be a good thing, but it has really upset me and I feel like I am going to go back to my old habits. Anyway, I am sorry that I haven't responded. I don't mean to sound selfish, but some of the posts I have been reading on the site are working negatively against me. I am reading what other people are going through and it is making me feel like going back to my old ways and that just isn't healthy for me right now. I would like to go take a handful of laxatives and diuretics right now. The only thing that is stopping me is that I have been pill free for one month today and that is hard to start over again.

Take care everyone.
Sarah