Im worth NOTHING!!! - Eating Disorder Recovery Message Board

eminemworshipper · 10-27-2001, 07:24 PM

Ok....I am drunk as a fart and am doing not so bad at this typing melarkey...but....seriously.....I hate myself....I felt hungry and have come in and have made myself 2 pieces of toast with chocolate spread on!!! I hate me!! I told my friend about eating!!!Dumb I know!!!

Bu...hey!!!That's me!!!It's 1:28am here....going to bed!!!!:-(

Carolinex

rad916 · 10-27-2001, 08:20 PM

I was actually just thinking about you tonight and wondering how you were since you didn't post in a few days. I hope when you get this you are a little more sober than you are now. I wish you wouldn't say such awful things about yourself. They're so not true. And 2 pieces of toast is not bad at all. Please write back when you're in a better state just so I know you're ok.
Luv and lots of luck,

Rachel

eminemworshipper · 10-28-2001, 05:35 AM

Hey!!!
I am sorry...that sounded a dreadful topic to type but I just felt full of hatred last night!!! Im ok atthe moment...cringing at some of the stuff I told my mate but hey! She told me stuff too. I am kinda confused what I am saying...but thanx for being there for me ....

XXXXXXXXXX

How are you doing???

mel333 · 10-28-2001, 09:14 AM

Hi Caroline,

Hope your doing ok. I know how bad it feels after you've eaton these things but one step at a time. Stop beating yourself up here(easy said, I know)and it can help to tell friends even though it's scary. How are you doing?
Mel