OOps! I'm doing it again! - Eating Disorder Recovery Message Board

eminemworshipper · 03-05-2002, 04:44 AM

dunno what it is with me recently..I have been up and down with my moods...it's unreal!
I have been doing great with this Vegan melarkey...haven't told my Dad, step mam n step sisters yet coz they probably just take the p*ss and have something to say...not my Dad...I mean the others.

Anyway...last night...out of now where came these tears. I was sooo unbelievably down, I felt I had hit my 'reality' wall...I have been pretending that all of this eating is such a breeze. I am really lying to myself more than anything. I feel and look fat now, it's really ridiculous. So, I feel like I am slowly drifting back into my starving cycle. WHat is a girl to do to feel happier at this point in time?! WHo knows......?

mel333 · 03-05-2002, 07:03 AM

Hi,

I know the feeling it is so easy to get control by starving. I am always tempted and always exercising and still trying to have a healthy diet. Maybe this vegan thing is leaving you low on vitamin B?
Sometimes more protein can help. It is always tough to eat properly with an ed but sometimes it helps to try and work out whats really bothering you and why you need to control food. Take care,
Mel

cutenbrat · 03-06-2002, 01:41 PM

I'm sorry that things are hard for you right now hon (((((((hugs))))))). Hang in there and keep on fighting for it's your life that yor are fighting for and you are worth it. Em you have given me a lot of replies to my posts and I thank you for this. Please keep me updated on how you are doing.
God Bless.