Hey Annie
Do you know what they say about us Anorexic's???
"It's all in the mind"
And that my dear is so true. Your skinner than a rail, but yet you feel huge. You have to take that willpower you use to diet and exert it in the direction of that demon in your mind telling you that you are fat.
It's a control thing. Once you can gain control of your mind again & not let that demon convince you you are big, then you will overcome this disease.
Of course, what you are describing is typical of every one of us who suffer's one this board. Feeling huge, not liking ourselves (low self esteem), etc.
Correct that low self esteem. You should be proud of yourself that you have the will and power to have lost the weight you have. Now exert that will and power in the direction of getting well. Think of that accomplishment. It's huge!!! Go for it gal, you got the power Cat
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