Okay, excuse me y'all, but I really need to vent! I've had a bad day...
So, today, I walked into the den to talk to my parents, and on the desk sitting next to the computer by my dad was a box that had my name on it. So, I was like "what's that? It has my name on it!" So, my parents handed it to me...they made me a "care package" [long story as to why I got it, won't get into that]. So I open up the box, and inside is chocolate, m&m's, a letter, pictures, and a note card that said my parents would buy me a computer game...So, I read the letter... "...we wanted you to know how much we love you and care about you, so here is your own 'care package'.....You are growing into such a wonderful and beautiful young lady...it's fun to have you home now because we'll miss you a whole lot someday. Love, Mom and Dad" I feel horrible now!! Their "wonderful and beautiful young lady" is suffering from an ED and I didn't have the courage to tell them, that was probably the best time to tell them and i didn't!! And, I just feel so bad hiding this from them, but I know I'm not ready to tell them...
And, I'm so scared! [this is a bit off topic, but it's got me down, so I'm going to share] I have to go to my back doctor tomorrow! He's going to give me x-rays and see if my scoliosis has increased! Right now, the curve in my spine is 45 degrees and if it reaches 60 degrees then I need surgery...the doctor said that the way it will grow is if I grow, and I haven't grown, but I'm still scared that it might have...I've already been through a surgery...that was on my knee, and it was a simple surgery, this would be a bigger, more complex surgery and I'm not sure if I could deal with that...
Anyway, I'm done complaining now!! Thanks for listening!
--Katie
Vent- - bad day! 
I won't need surgery on my back!! The scoliosis hasn't grown, or changed!! It's the same, and my bones are "mature" enough that they probably won't be growing anymore, so the curve won't grow! I'm very excited about that..
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