Messed up - Eating Disorder Recovery Message Board

Candygirl525 · 08-02-2002, 08:46 PM

I messed up badly today... My grandparents took us out to lunch and shopping for back to school clothes--I ate too much and then couldn't even try on any clothes because I felt so bad. So I ended up not getting anything. Then tonight my mom was in the mood for hamburgers so I cooked them for her and then ate some myself. Now I feel totally gross. I wish I could throw it up but with mom already suspecting things I'll have to keep it in and make up for today with tomorrow.

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singingsmiles · 08-02-2002, 08:58 PM

Aw, I know how you feel! I had m&ms and popcorn today! And yesterday I french fries! Plus, I had a coffee today and yesterday! Blah! I hope you feel better soon

--katie

youneeak · 08-03-2002, 09:26 AM

Carrie--

I'm sorry that you feel bad about what you ate. But your body needs food to live and be healthy! Just remember that. You did not eat "badly" you ate lunch and dinner, that's ok. You're allowed to eat...you deserve food too.

hope you are both feeling better today!!

~sarah~

itty33 · 08-06-2002, 01:03 AM

YOUR BODY NEEDS FOOD TO LIVE AND SURVIVE. YOU DON'T NEED TO FEEL GUILTY FOR THAT. THOUGH I KNOW ITS EASIER SAID THAN DONE. FOOD KEEPS YOUR BODY GOING SO I TEND TO THINK THATS ITS A FUEL TO KEEP ME GOING. PLEASE KEEP TRYING TO DO THE BEST YOU CAN. YOU DESERVE TO BE FREE OF THIS ED.

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