Hey there, 9Volt! I’m so happy that you’re feeling so optimistic right now... that’s really what it takes to beat these disorders!
Congratulations on making it five days! That’s wonderful news! Or ‘marvelous’ as you call it! (Hmmm... a new favourite word!

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Just work on one problem at a time, 9Volt. You’re getting the binging sorted out, and now it’s time to start working on the other problems. In other words, no more diet pills and laxatives!

You can do this, 9Volt... it’s the eating disorder that’s making you believe that you can’t do without all that stuff, when in actual fact you can.
Keep it up; you’re going well now.

Just slowly cut down on the diet pills and laxatives (which, I may remind you, have no lasting effects on your weight anyhow. So even though you THINK you need to take them, you don’t because they don’t really do a thing anyway!
Take care of yourself, and sorry I haven’t been around much lately to give any support. I apologise for that.
Ash