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hiya just a little update thingy from me. Where to start, well the last few days i have stopped eating, not delibrately but just keep not getting around to eating and not fancying things, got very cheered up today when smeone commented on how much weight i had lost since i last saw them *yey* (sorry bad thing i know but it makes me happy). I have had lots of people come to see me today (normaly i don't see a singel soal for months on end due to being housebound) as its my 18th bday on sat (argh). Anyway the strain of that is going to make me worse and prob won't be up to coming online much for a bit so may not be around, but you are all in my thoughts.

I also have a question, i am finding when my weight drops below a certain point my hip bones and colar bones become very painful, my colar bones feel almost too long. But the thing that is strange is that i am not underweight, i could understand this happening if i was skinny/under weight (my bmi is 21.something), does anyone else find this? Also my weight flucates 4 pounds and i know what i weigh without weighing myself cos if its the lowest one my hips hurt, if its the middle i feel normal and if its the higher i feel fat, and that just seems weird when you are on;y talking 4pounds :-/ anyone else had this?

anyway enough of my ramblings

take care

love and hugs

vikki