Ashlee

Hiya, Caroline.

Nice to hear from you again. How was your Christmas break with your Dad?

Well, it really does sound as though you are seriously depressed, Caroline. Sorry to say it but it's what it looks like...

I know you don't believe you have an eating disorder, but even you have just admitted how depressed you are. Isn't that a worthwhile reason to go and see a professional? Please, Caroline?

Depression isn't just something that "goes away". I've suffered from depression for more than half my life... since I was eight infact. I tell the honest truth that there is just no gettin better until you're WILLING to get better. Even when I was put on anti depressants earlier this year I did not feel better - not in the least. My eating disorder continued to get worse just as your issues with food will. I'm not trying to upset you, but you need to understand what's going to happen to you if you continue to refuse that you a problem...

Please seek profesional help because there is only so much we can do for one another here over the boards...

Take care and best of luck!
Ashlee