polbilly

I havent postd in a few months, things are way busy, but i needed to chat for a few and i know that you guys will always listen.
I have a dream, I want to be a happy and bubbly girl and i want to have a boyfriend that makes me feel like i am important. I am tired of being so miserable all of the time, but having to be the perfect person on the outside.

There is anyone that knows me. or cares to know the real me, just as long as they are getting what they need fulfilled. but in a demented sorta way i guess honestly my bulimia is always there for me. It doesnt matter what kind of mood that i am in. I have been sick for almost 3 years and i went through quite a spell where i work really hard to try and get myself turned around. But now i am in a place where i dont want to get rid of my ed. I makes me feel so much better after all is said and done.

Thanks for listening. I know that saying this to anyone else in the world it wouldnt make any sense. But you guys know how i feel inside.

thank you (you guys are my life-savers)
Melissa

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Melissa
ectopic Feb 2005
miscarriage June 2005
Jackson James born March 8th 2006