oh god please help me please!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Eating Disorder Recovery Message Board

mi2082 · 04-30-2003, 08:51 PM

I just binged again,I tried so hard not to all day.It was like I was feening for a drug,pacing around my house like a crackhead for hours then I weakened.I was just crying the whole time while I was stuffing my face.When the hell is this gonna end.now I have to go throw it up.My throat is hurting so much from all the throwing up I've been doing lately.This is a fricking nightmare.(I don't think this will ever end cause I'm 21 years old and i've been going through this since i'm 11 years old-It aint going anywhere)sorry for making this post so long but I am losing my mind--help!!!!

Land Lord · 05-01-2003, 04:54 AM

I would recommend seeking professional help. Go to the hospital, and get counseling. You have too. You gotta stop this and no one else can take that first step but you. DRAG YOURSELF BY THE HAIR IF YOU HAVE TOO!!! DO IT NOW!!!

eminemworshipper · 05-01-2003, 05:38 AM

I really understand your state of desperation..I really can. I just have a question actually..how comes u never seeked help for this earlier? That is gonna be the only way out I'm afraid..u don't need me telling u that u need to find out what's going on inside u that is making u do this..so I wont

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Seriously though..please help yourself and get help. Does your family or friends know?? They will help u.

XXX Carolinexxx

youneeak · 05-01-2003, 08:06 PM

Hi hon

You've struggled with your ED since you were 11? That's 10 whole years. No wonder you're fed up with it and feeling down. The others are right, sometimes the only way out is seeking professional help? Does your family know about your problem? 10 years is a long time to hide this kind of suffering...

I hope all is well, and that you've thought about getting help. I know it's a hard step...I've been there. But we're all here to support you! And when you do step out of your eating disorder, into the light, we'll all be here to urge you on and congratulate you along the way. The most important thing is to realize that you are not alone, sweetie, you're not! There are other people who think the same way you do! You've in a bad place, but there is hope! You can do this. You can beat this, and you can conquer this. Believe in yourself...because we all believe in you!!

NEVER GIVE UP
~sarah~