Hey jessica25! Nice one!! Stick with it an keep going. The day's become a lot better when you are focusing on them. I'm doing the same this week and my days are flying by!..(Wait now...tomorrow's going to be the longest day of my life!!)
Keep your chin up doll, I'm hear with you, you keep venting to me how you are doing, and I will keep listening
I can understand why you think you want to binge and purge...sweetheart I know that deep down you don't. But I can say that I can relate to the feelings that you have and the thoughts that go around your head. The only thing with me now is that I don't even know why I binge and/or purge. It's gotten to that stage now, which is why I'm finding not 'easy' but 'easier' to be in recoverey. I know what I am doing and I know it is bad for me. I don't want to do it anymore and I still am. I don't know why I am doing this and... I do it so calmly, it's so weird.
inthe words of Theodore Roosevelt...
'Do what you can, with what you have, where you are'
... and have an awsome day