| Could i have an Eating Disorder?
my names Manda, im 16 i weigh ruffly around 132 and im 5'8. ive already been diagnosed with depression and anixety, and im wondering if i have an eating dissorder, also if the eating dissorder could of brought on the depression and anixey. in 5th grade i started eating, alot to cope with the death of my grandmother, befor then i was really slinder and a happy kid. after i started putting on weight i grew slightly depressed but ever since 8th grade (maybe even before that) i started skipping meals, i wouldnt eat in front of anyone and lost at leased 30 pounds in only a few months. i would go 2-5 days with out eating sometimes longer, to loose weight then id gain it back because i would just eat and eat and eat. i still sorta have the same problem today, i thought what ever was happening to me was over, i guess i should mintion that about a year after all this started i got black outs and even passed out, tho i was never taken to the doctor. ever since then i thought i was fine, but looking back i wasnt i still was doing the same thing, and i still am today, durring the week i dont eat hardly anything, and on the weekends i eat sometimes alot but lately it has been alot less. im worried that i might have an eating disorder, and if i do my mom doesnt want me to tell a councler (i have one for the other stuff listed) because she doesnt want then to put me in a foster home. i dont know what to do, i dont want to really tell anyone i know about it, but if theres something wrong then i rather deal with it sooner rather than later.
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