I am feeling pretty sad my family wants me to see a shrink and think i have an eating disorder.. i am 5'5 weighing 132.0 pounds i used to be 208... I am vegan and I also take laxatives whenever I can to lose the weight.. I am scared If I see the shrink I will gain weight or change my eating habits.. My family has bothered me my whole life with being overweight and now they bug me for being thin.. I just want to scream!!!