Re: Invisible Handcuffs
Can you honestly ask yourself the questions:-
"Do I need my eating disorder?, and if so why?"
Is your ED a coping mechanism for you? Self destructive behaviour is unfortunately the worst because of the power of self drive. I have been in exactly the same place and I understand you want to frequent it every so often, we all do - it is our comfort. Unfortunately, a very unhealthy one that can lead to detriments far worse.
You know the system and how it works, is there someone around you that can help and support you? Some one physically there for you?
I once read, "Fight the illness not the system" and I found this true if one opens to the opportunity of help and support.
Do you not think that by enabling others to help you will allow you to regain your feelings of worthiness? Give it some thought.
I am here for you if you need it.
Take care and be gentle on self.
In small proportions we just beauties see, in small measures life my perfect be!