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I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! I'm posting this message through a river of tears...
I first came across this site about three months ago, I couldn't believe there were other 60 year olds struggling with bulimia. Yes, I'm 63 years old and I've been a bulimic for over 30 years. No one knew my secret until recently when the trash man refused to take my trash. He said “Someone in your house has been puking in plastic bags.” I felt like dying and I still feel that way. I don’t know what to do. I need a friend who can relate to my disgusting habit. I can't afford a leave of absence from my job, I can’t confine in my friends (too embarrassed and I think some of them may be secretly happy) You see, I look good for my age (my age is another secret) I’m not married and I don’t have children. I’m totally alone in my shame, this is the first I have EVER shared my story. It feels good to purge in a different way, this site is a God sent… I’m reaching out to you guys. I’m at the end of my rope.
Last edited by Drval; 07-21-2012 at 01:46 PM.
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