Originally Posted by wishtobehappy
today i had one of my worst binges in a while. i ate so much and feel so disgusted with myself...when i went to purge barely anything came up. i am so frustrated with myself and feeling out of control, i wish i could go back to before this cycle started
I hear you loud and clear.
Have you considered cognitive therapy and/or seeing a nutritionist to help you through things.
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