I'm recovering from bulimia; last weeks I was well, I wasn't purging at all, and I was binging one time a week far away, my weight was ok (as far as my weight could be ''ok'' for me...)
But this week has been..a disaster. I binged about four times, and purged about two (not too much, but I was going so well, and now I'm so upset..)
I need to talk with someone who recovered from bulimia, someone who can tell me it's ''ok'' to relapse, and that everything is gonna be alright.
Tuesday I'll see my dietician, and I'm so afraid of the scale (I'm sure I got fatter)..
Right now I feel so guilty and hate so bad myself..I've just finished to eat kind of 2500 kcal..I won't purge, but I feel sick and really want to hurt myself.
ps..sorry for my bad english!