Hi everyone.. I am 25 and am a bulimic since i was about 16 yo, and now im truly wanna stopthis bcoz ive got so many bad things comes through my life such as losing period (the most frustrated one), then yellow teeth, dry skin, swollen cheeks n neck, thin hair and lost hair so much, problem in my throat nose and ears, and many more..
And now i truly wanna recovered from it, i already stop binging, but why ipafter i eat i still feel anxious like wanna vomit, ive been 5 days of binge purge free, but failed today after i ate dinner, i blowed up :'(
I am about confused with my portion, i eat half than a normal portion, but why i feel very full, and my stomach was urge me to vomit, it actually blow it self even when iwasnt in the toilet, and wast trying to purge, it just suddenly blew up itself.. Im just wondering why m stomach against me, it is just too full? Or maybe the portion is still too much for the bulimic at the time on first week of recovery? and i always burping like if its too much gas, even when i eat a little snack, but i dont feel like wanna vomit..
Anyone have a same problem with me? Or maybe any suggest for me to cope this?