Going to throw in my 2 cent. I know "E" because my wife has it she is sleeping right now she took her 25 pills and cant stay up. I also know drugs abuse. I did plenty of it in the 10 years I used. I have been clean for 11 years 8 days. Anyone that has gone to the extreme, people like you and I are miracles. We have lived two lifestyles in one lifetime. Very few people like us get to have a second chance, I'm talking about hardcore dope fiends like us. Don't waste it... live life on life terms and stay sober at any cost.
You have to go and get the best medical help you can find. Keep looking until you find a good neuro dr. and be as honest with him or her as you have been with us and the answers will come. I can't say not to take the meds, even though I am anti medication.
Find a good doctor... that you trust...and listen to him.
you are not alone we hear you...
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