Oh so confused
I haven't posted in quite some time.....bet let it be known I feel fantastic-ish.
However, with that said, let me continue.
Oh I dont even know where to start.
Last year I was Diagnosed with Epilepsy after having a few seizures which were pretty serious. I had also been diagnosed with Osteoporosis and one siezure even caused a crush fracture in my spine.
After investigation it was discovered I had a ganglioglanoma (sp??) in my left temp lobe which was no doubt causing the seizures. No surgury has ever been spoken of from any of my specialists, ever. Instead, I was put on Tegratol and Epilim. After reaching the max dose of each and still having seizures with alot of side effects, Keppra was added to the mix. Seizures still coninued.
Last year, before Xmas, I had to rush overseas (home) as there was a family death. not thinking ( alot caused by med side effects ) I rushed off without having my full meds.
Apon arrival, and relising I forgot meds, I went to a local doctor to arrange more however he refused unless I could get a prescription from my GP, back home, on the other side of the world.
So anyway, at this stage I had run out, I was cold turkey from all meds but keppra. ( just happened I took more of that )
Over the week, I got a prescription faxed over and went back to the doctors, who still had issued giving me the meds to my disgust and becuase of time differences etc had trouble getting hold of my doctor to confirm blaa blaa.
Soo....getting on two months later, Ive justr returned. Still medication free as I eventually gave up trying to get it as I started to feel alot better, without all the side effects. Ive had 4 seizures in that time, down from the usual 4 a week. As I said, ive just returened, like 1 day ago, still jetlagged and am yet to see my own doctor. But whats going on??
Im wondering do I really want to go back on meds which only seemed to make me feel utterly crap. And I mean so much so I havent worked in 6 months, because the side effects can be so bad.
Im sooo confused. Its not like the meds were doing good anyway, they never stopped my siezures....oh im just lost. And as my doctors appointment is in a couple fo days, I cant stop thinking about it.