Okay folks here goes: I think I have finally gone off the deep end. I have had these weird things happening. First let me tell you that I have been dx with Partial Complex Epilepsy. I have been on Dilantin and Trileptal, still had seizures, visual disturbances and chest pains. My neuro switched me to Lamictal. I am still on the start up package. I see my neuro tomorrow and am going to talk to him about this because I chickened out the last time. I am afraid I am really losing it. A few times I have felt this but friday was just horrible, I was writing a letter when I looked up from it and all of a sudden I felt like I was in the wrong apartment. I mean really the wrong apartment, and I felt so scared. I had to talk myself into calmming down and telling myself that the pictures on the wall were mine, the couch was mine, the table ect. so I had to be in the right apartment. It was so powerful and I just cannot explain how awful it was.
I have decided to talk to Dr. N no matter what, because this time was so bad. I felt it before but could just shrug it off. I hope he doesn't lock me up and throw away the key
. I feel a little better just admitting it, I have kept it secret for so long. But I trust you guys, do you think I have gone off the deep end? Is this what they call a psychotic episode? Or maybe a halucination? I know that between the anti-seizure drugs and the drugs I take for depression and neck pain I have a whole pharmacy just about.
Just when I think I am finally getting used to the weird feelings I get from the seizures something new pops up. Well not exactly new, just worse than eveer before.
Thanks for letting me confide in you. Please if you have any ideas reply soon. Maybe someone can tell me what is going on.