Hi hunx lm, worse today

lm terrified l actually had a panic attack

lm a volcano waiting to explode sooner rather than later. I believe the idea is to start her on alow dose then move up did you feel like this or am l been stupid? Im terrified and the love l feel for her is unmeasurable beyond belief,,,,, lm so confused l dont know what the heck lm doing or where l am. Oh forgot to mention l found out the reason why she gets lots of phglem.......... EPILEPSY! Ive been taking her to docs for yrs they even thought she had asthma but didnt weird aint it and stomach aches everythings coming together now its takes a heck of alot for Kym to moan about anything but l can see loads of things l couldnt before! Im going off now lve got myself upset sorry