| Seizures?
I'm kind of worried about what's going on with me. My doctor isn't really sure, but he's suggested absence seizures as a possibility.
The most striking episode was when I was sitting in a meeting and suddenly it was like I came out of anesthesia and I was confused about where I was and what I was doing there. I had sort of "lost" several seconds. I asked somebody else in the meeting, and they didn't notice anything, so I didn't actually pass out or do anything weird.
I've also been having a lot of people randomly ask me if I'm okay, and I'm not really sure why, which is kind of weird. Sometimes I sort of zone out, like yesterday I was talking to some people and I sort of missed hearing what people were saying for a few seconds, and they had to repeat their question to me. I also feel really spacey and detached sometimes, and I'm really fatigued despite adequate sleep (10-12 hours total a day, between night and naps).
My doctor ordered a few tests. The MRI/MRA came back totally normal. The 5 hour glucose tolerance test came out a little weird, but technically normal (topped out at 106, then up and down from there, lowest was 69), so I'm waiting for the doctor's interpretation on that.
He also ordered an EEG and referred me to a neurologist. I've been having trouble getting in to see the neuro, though. They require a referral on their own special form, and I waited a week to get all that in order. I still haven't been able to make an appointment, because my doctor forgot to fax the records along with the referral form, and the neuro won't schedule anything without all the info. I asked the lady, and she said that they are booked up until the beginning of June already.
So I'm really freaked out and frustrated and upset about all of this. I don't know what's going on and it doesn't look like I'll be able to get in to see a doctor and get it checked out anytime soon. And if it is seizures, I'm worried about it getting worse and something else happening. If it's not seizures, I want to know what else it is, but I have to wait to find out. I'm just ready to cry, because I don't know what to do.
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