Hello everyone. Hope you are all doing well. I really need some advice.
My neuro finally has decided that I have a seizure disorder and the reason all the tests keep coming back normal is because it comes from 'deep inside of my brain'. I am on dilantin, but I don't feel its helping me much. (I take it three times a day) I see my neuro in January.
My main problem is I'm having a hard time dealing with all this. Which is silly! I've been having problems for almost a year and a half. Maybe because the neuro actually gave 'it' a name??? I'm so.....depressed, angry, emotional!!!! I guess in my mind I could deny anything was wrong, but now......
Friday was awful! I had to drive my car a mile down the road to my sister-in-laws because her truck broke down(we work the same morning shift (3am to 11:30am) and she drives us. Well I went out and started the car, shut the door, and turned to walk back to the house. I got very flushed (which is my warning sign) and my husband found me 40 minutes later in the snow!!! Had my sister-in-law not called and woke him who knows how long I could of been out there!
What exactly should I watch out for? Whats safe?? I mean I know the basics..no driving, no baths, watch the steps, but what else am i not thinking of????? I'm scared to do anything at this point. And yet I'm so angry when someone does things for me. I feel like I'm not even close to the person I used to be!!!!! I just, I don't know, I'm just SO angry!!! How can I get over this????