misslottatwenty

Hello everyone
Ive been having a sezuire about once a year, the last one happened after an agurment with my boyfriend. I left the house trying to find my best friend Kelly I parked in front of her duplex. I tried to text her becuase she was not home. All i can remember was walking out of the car kinda having the feeling of not knowing where i was and I was shouting to everyone on the block could they please help me "I think my boyfriend is dead in my friends house that he killed himself" no one did anything. They dident even call the cops. I was convinced that my BF killed himself in my best friends house mind you he's never been there. So I walked around crying and pannicing. It felt like a nightmare. I ran down the block to a gas station but i was not running very stright my body felt like lead. I tried to call the house i guess i was coming to. There was no answer so i called 911. When i went to the hospital they just checked my tegoltal (cant spell the name of the meds) and klonopin levels when i went back to get my car I found my flip phone opened and on the floorboard and the keys as if i had the sezure right as i was turning on the car. Most of the time i dont know what gos on and cant do anything or answer any of the stupid questions they ask me. I hate them and i feel bad that anyone should have to go through this. My meds make me tired all the time and i use to wet the bed i guess the klonopin does it cuase nothing in my head wakes me up to go to the bathroom i just wake up and im wet. Good luck alll