Re: total memory loss
hi
It has been awhile since I read here and on topic I was shocked when my name and password worked LOL.
Hey I never complain on any forums BUT this time and when I read on other forums I want to SCREAM PLAGERISM no kidding but thank you very much for saving me some work typing lol and wow .
I am 44 and have szs for 14/15 yrs now . I thought for yrs only gmals and they were dismissed because I drank .with 13 yrs sober I have had what I now know as very serious szs . Until this yr. I thought the pitite mal or partial sz were panic attacks and lived with it, and thought the auras that I have never NOT had were flashbacks from drugs or past frequent head injuries etc.
also for yrs I was prescribed dilantin wich I took sort of and if you asked "how are you" FINE was my response and I just ran and ran ran just happy to be alive sober eating sleeping my d.d. remodeling a home gardening woodworking ,working 50 pls hrs just happy.so the szs did not occur to me as being that bad
I now have pitit szs or black outs etc I also have gmals in my sleep where I lose all control and it takes 8 days to function again ????
On topic I have lost what I said was 40Percent but 50 is more like it and it did not come back ever ,last july 4th I had 3 gmals in one day and it took a mo. to even walk from the muscle strain and I now know I was in status epilepticus all day or continuous szs. and should have been kept at the hosp. ????thank you all for your memorys or lack there of .
I also have 24/7 ringing in my ears plus the tinitus from the meds I also can hear about as good as my dog and that is scaring me bad ,I can not work because of the memory prob. and all kinds of ???? noises make me shut down for moments or min. , my balance is also shot to the point where I stare at the ground when I walk or fall down wow rambling sorry .
I have many many triggers also that either were not there or I was not aware of them , lights, flashing lights florescent lights ,noise HEAT ,overworked where if I get tired I have szs period I am now trying to get this all in a portfolio for a doctor. depression is now a huge demon also amazing how the brain works ........Rick.
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