Hi there I have had brain surgery which I thought would make my life better. My seizures use to be like 6-7 a day. I now maybe get them 3-4 a week which is better. I was told I would be able to go back to work and enjoy my life to the fullest. NOT did not happen at all. I can't work anymore my memory is so bad it's not funny. I have to jot down everything and I mean every little thing. Which makes my life not fun at all. I use my computer all the time read. The good thing is I do have a girlfriend and we get along somedays and others not. All because of my moods that change like the weather. I hate my meds I take tegertal and clobazam. Mind you clobazam made things worse for my moods. I have been on just about every new pill out there they told me.
I use to be a baker at a college which I loved got to always meet new students and have fun with my life. I was high up in the company and was there for over 15 years. Now I can't go back to work ever they told me. I try to get inot a lot of volunteer work and enjoy life. I did join a choir at a church about 4 years ago. Yes it makes me happy but not the life I expext.
Now I don't know about some of you with word finding. I could be talking with others and just like that I go blank. It's like ok what were we talking about here. Or I'm on a sentense and what was i going to say here.
What do some of you people go threw and how do you deal with your seizures. How do you deal with the memory that holds some of us back. Please reply thanks..
