I recently tested positive for epstein barr, my doc thinks I had mono and now I'm dealing with the epstein barr virus. I did not know I had mono because my symptoms were not bad, I brushed them off and did everything as if I normally would. I had alot of anxiety about what was wrong with me once I start feeling really sick, which was about 2 weeks ago... one day I woke up and had sensitivity to light, fatigue, and random aches and pains. I got panic attacks while waiting for the blood test results, it was a really rough time. Now that I know I have epstein barr... I'm still having a rough time. I felt like I was starting to get better and then one night when I was trying to sleep all of a sudden I felt like I couldn't breathe. I went straight to the ER... I was breathing, but I had the sensation that the air was going no where. I guess I should also say 2 nights before this I woke up in a panic. I feel like I stop breathing when I fall asleep... but the ER docs told me it was probaby my nerves along with my chest feeling heavy from the fatigue. They did x-rays, the test that checks for ashma, and checked my pulse oxygen level (which was 100/100). My chest still feels really heavy and I have such a hard time falling asleep. They gave me medicine to calm my nerves and take the edge off but its a small dosage and I still have problems sleeping. I feel like I'm battling with myself. I know I need sleep but I cant or don't want to. I also have a weird sensation on my left side under my ribs... the ER doc also said my spleen might be enlarged but the discomfort seems to be getting worse. I hate being cooped up in the house, my family doesn't understand how depressed I am about this. I feel like I have no one to turn to. My boyfriend and his family are very understanding and caring but I can't expect my boyfriend to be able to be there for me 24-7. He has work and his own agenda. My parents just keep telling me its mono and that I'll get over it. And I understand that But it could take months, and i just can't take it anymore. Does anyone have any advice? I'm sorry this was kind of a rant... but I just feel like this thing is killing me, and I needed someone to talk to. Thanks.