First Post...but youve helped me already
Just reading this board has let me know I am not alone. I appreciate all you brave people who share your heartaches and support each other.
I am separating from my husband of 17 years because of his pain medication addiction and alcoholism. I had no idea so many people were in the same boat as me. Ahoy there fellow shipmates!
I know when he is blitzed, but he tells me I am just being bitchy.
I ask him to stop, he promises he will, but he doesnt.
He says I just want him to fail so I have an excuse to go find another man.
He has multiple doctors but If i asked him about it, he tells me I am snoopy and controlling.
Ten years ago I adored him. He was my world and I loved every minute we spent together. Then he got his girlfriend (Lora-Tab I call her). I still love him. But if I keep going, there isnt going to be anything left of me. Chipped away.