Coming to the end
15 months ago my 4 year old son had emergancy surgery at Dallas Children's to remove a tumor (Medulloblastoma) the size of a golf ball. After rounds of chemo, radiation and lost of suffering we lost hope yesterday. No more reasonable treatments exist, doctor indicates we are done. Prayer and faith are gone for me, all I have is hope God recieves my son and the coming pain is not too hard on him. 6 weeks, 6 months maybe a year who knows but the tumors are growing fast and the pain has already started. Don't know how I will comfort him when the pain hit hard. I look at him and can't help but feel I've failed him.