I can hardly believe I am typing this. I am still not ready to give up my fight, but......
My DH and I started to consider adoption, don't get me wrong, I am not ready to give up trying to have our own biological child, but it has almost been 4 years and we aren't getting any younger. (I am 32 and DH will be 33 soon) I suppose there is no harm in seeking information. I had a heart to heart with DH and told him even with adoption, that yearning won't stop. I don't know if it ever does. But perhaps just getting the information will help us feel like we are getting somewhere. Gosh, I never thought I would be here (but also never anticipated this TTC would be so difficult). My DH is just tired of seeing me go through all the meds, procedures, waiting and hoping. It is just emotionally exhausting. By the way, we completed our final Clomid, IUI cycle with no success
and are now waiting for our next step appt in Dec. I would imagine it to be IVF. I just spoke with the RE billing office and she said the $20,000 plan does not cover any meds or u/s and labs so are we talking another $10,000- $16,000 in medical costs. Are insurance won't cover any IVF.
Anyone with info, I would love to know what to expect.
By the way, I am not even tempted to BD around OV this month because I don't want to ride this rollercoaster right now and be disappointed because I am holding on to hope. Anyone else feel this way during their waiting period?