I know I should be happy that I finally got a hearing but it's on August 4th and I will be eight months pregnant. As if it's not stressful enough. Oh well, I'm hopeful but realistic at this point because I know it takes some people 3 tries to get approved.
I went to sleep at 10:30 and thought "yay, maybe I'll sleep tonight". Then I woke at 12:30 and haven't been able to go back to sleep since. I have such a hard time dealing with anything stressful anymore. I used to be so great at it. I guess pain does that to you.
I talk to myself and tell myself to let go, let God, accept that I can't control everything, blah blah blah, but I still can't shut off the tape in my brain.
I have an attorney so that should make me feel better. Attorneys are just so smug and condescending sometimes though. But if I get no money, he gets no money.