I can't even find the words to express how grateful to all of you here. You are all my Angels!!! I was so alone in my pain that I was lost, so lost.
I cheat though, when the pain gets too bad...I go to bed and sleep...when I can. Since I got the featherbed I can sleep easier and for longer times than without it though. But at night I wake up Every hour ON the Hour!! sheesh...
So my coping ways are to come to this board and to sleep. Hopefully I will be able to find something more, and when I do you all will be the first to know, thats for sure!
Well, I am going to go lay down now because the heat last night made sleeping worse than ever, and I hope I can sleep through some of the heat. I take my dose of meds now and go lay down.
I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU so much that I cannot express it.
Thank You for caring about me and everyone else. Thats to All of you THANK YOU!
OH, It is 8 days now with no food. This may sound a bit gross, but yesterday I sat on the john and it seems I totally cleared out my intestines! I had to flush 3 times so it would not overflow the toilet!
It seemed different than the normal stool...as if it were, well, stuff thats been in me for a long time, and the smell was that of rotting flesh. I have heard that people who fast have that happen to them where the body clears out a lot of poisons that have been in there for years. I am drinking LOTS of water and taking full spectrum Organic natural supplements with minerals, vitamins amino acids and everything. So I am not worried anymore about getting ill from not eating. I did not intend to go on a fast, it just happened this way where I couldn't get up to fix anything for a few days and finally became UN-hungry. It is now too hot to eat so I will probably keep not eating for a few more days and I hope and pray I will be able to eat then. I've No appetite and I get nauseous at the thought of eating.
Well, Here I go COPING now...nite nite to all for now LOL!
"Above All Do No Harm" Love and Healing Light to All...kovena