The only thing I eat is butter cookies at night. I eat them because my stomach gets upset and they help. I only have one a night, but I am still gaining weight. Really...I do NOT eat ANYTHING else but one butter cookie at night. I have absolutely NO appetite, and if I force myself to eat I get sick. I cannot use any Soy based supplement due to being allergic to soy. The butter cookies are from Scotland and cost 5 bucks for 10 cookies. They taste so good and do not make me sick so to me they are worth it.. I actually look forward to them.
I am guilty of using Coffee mate in my Coffee...I have around 4 cups a day and get a nasty headache if I do not have it. The size cup I use is an 8 ouncer Glass Coffee Cup LOL! I use about 5 Heaping teaspoons of coffeemate in it and Sweet and Lo. I think I am addicted to Coffee mate.(Hmmmmm..thats really fattening!)
I do not get out to go food shopping so I cannot see what would whet my appetite there. Stinky is usually too tired to take me to the store after work and on his days off he sleeps all day. I cannot deprive him of that sleep as he says I get to sleep all day if I want so he has the right to do it too. I think He is depressed. I cannot think of anything offhand that I could eat anyway. If I do cook, I usually am too tired and hurt too bad to eat after standing up for so long. So I don't eat. The weird thing is I do not miss it. I am really NOT hungry!
I do wonder why I am not hungry. I think it has a lot to do with not being able to cook and I cannot eat fast foods. I do like Skippers fish but Stinky gets mad if I ask him to get some. He says the line is always too long and he refuses to wait on lines for anything. I do not get to the bank so I never have cash on hand which would probably give him more incentive to get the Skippers for me..he hates having to use his money for anything. I could write him a check. Hmmm...I wonder if that would work. I will try that tonight, but I hope I have an appetite tonight as I do not have one now. I would hate to have it go bad...hmmm..I could give it to him to eat if I can't eat it. To tell you the truth the way I feel about Stinky lately I would rather give it to the Racoons and Possum in the back yard at night than to him LOL!
Anyway...I really have to go lay down. Stinky wants me to stay up because he is expecting something in the mail and wants me to be up to get it. I tried, but I have to go lay down now. I feel pretty ucky...and am exhausted from being up from 4Am this morn.
"Above All do No HArm"...Love and Healing Light to All...kovena