I am in so much pain all the time, and the fatigue is so hard sometimes that I have to call in sick to work. I find myself going into a haze at work sometimes and feel like I'm crying all the time. Of course sometimes I'm better, but other times, (like tonight) I just feel like checking out. Not suicide or anything, but hopeless and alone. Does anyone ever feel like that? It would really help to hear how some of you get through your hard days.
Also, are there any vitamins or natural supplements that help you? I take magnesium, multi-vitamin, malic acid, paxil, claritin, glucosamine/chondroitin/MSM and ambien, but I know my body, and it's telling me it's deficient in something, but I can't tell what. Please help, I need a friend!