New Here
Hi Everyone,
I discovered this board a week or so ago, and am just now trying to muster up the guts to introduce myself. I'm not very good with social situations, see I'm already nervous just doing this, afraid of what people's reactions are going to be. Don't ask me why.
But anyway, lol. I'm Jade, 22 years old, from Oklahoma. I have not yet been diagnosed with fibro, but it all fits with my symptoms, it's scary how much so. And I have been doing some research, and am amazed at how many things that are wrong with me could be related to fibromyalgia!! But I'm almost scared now to go to my doctor and suggest it, because even though I'm only 22, I have already spent YEARS being told, basically, that it's "all in my head". "Oh it's just psychological, here, have another Valium. Or some more Zoloft." etc. I have had so many tests and such run on me, only to have them all come out fine. So I keep thinking, but this pain is SO real! Why won't anyone believe me?? And I start to think, maybe I really am just crazy. But something in me just hasn't been able to believe that. And I have an even harder time getting doctors to take me seriously, with all the mental disorders I've been diagnosed with, and all the psychotropic meds I'm on. I have been diagnosed with severe Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, Bipolar Disorder w/ psychotic features, Schizophrenia, Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, Panic Disorder, and the list goes on. One look at my records, and I'm sure the doctors make an instant snap judgement that I'm making everything up, before they even examine me. So needless to say, it's been so frustrating, I feel like I want to bawl for hours about it.
On top of this, I also have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome, which also causes me a lot of stress and pain.
So finally, after all these years, I find this message board, and start to research about fibromyalgia. And I think this may just be the answer. I may finally have a name to my pain. But what should I ask or say to the doctors so I can get them to take me seriously? And is there any other treatment for this, other than just taking pain medication?
So anyway, thanks for listening to me babble on.
Jade
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