Dear Sue2, Hello. I am sorry for your problems. My heart goes out to you. I also suffer from Fibro. I have muscle spasms always. Although I am in pain I can no way compare to your head injury or your pain.
One thing I can say is PRAY! That is the one thing keeping me happy. I am in the middle of a terrible flare. It seems we are all alone, hu? Today I was feeling so sorry for myself. Took my kids swimming and could only sit by the pool. Whcih husrt as well. Usually I am racing them in the water ect.
Please don't say your suicidal! This will get better! How do you know you won't feel much better next week? If you take your life you won't have tomorrow!!!!
Just take it one day at a time. You should tell your gp your thoughts and feelings. Maybe he can help.
Bluelakelady says she went to counciling to get her through. And she says it was the best thing she did.
Please let me know how you are doing.