It seems I was doing so well, so glad to have part of my life back. Finally able to work lightly in the evenings on my gardens and pond then WHAM! My left knee, hip, and neck are burning and just short of agony depending on how I move. This stinks. I take my meds, working on the sleeping thing even though they have added a stimulant due to adult ADD brought on by brain trauma. I take it easy when I feel the need, but I guess feeling so good I got used to it. Boo, hiss, boo.....and a big SIGH. Sometimes I think it is worse to feel so good and crash backwards with the pain than to find a happy medium. This viewpoint is because I have been both places. I don't want to go to the knee doctor even though I know I have torn meniscus and it is inflamed again. I have had too many knee surgeries and I just don't think I can handle another right now. Well I guess I have vented now, thanks for reading....lol. A lot of family and relationship, and former relationship melodrama going on which of course does not help. I like a quiet life personally, which is why I chose to live in a small quiet town. Can't seem to escape that stress though! I hope all the other fibromites around here are hanging in there. I read most of the posts, but have not responded lately. Just know everyone is in my thoughts and prayers!