| new at this...neenee
hello,iam 51 yr.old married,33 yrs.to the same man,we have 2 grown daughters one is handicap and lives at homeshe is devlopmentally delayed she is 30 but thinks like a 12 yr.old.the other daughter is married,and has a boy 8 yrs.and a girl 5 yrs.they are are my life..we live in murray,ky.i have delt with chronic pain for 20 yrs.but only been diagnosed since 2002....i have run into dr.s who don`t beleive my pain our dr doesn`t beleive me he has me on ultram for 4 yearsand won`t take me off i have so many side affects from it hands,legs tremble my speech is bad i stutter sometimes i can`t get words out my pain gets so bad i take up to 9 a day at one time i was on soma it did not make me sleepy and it helped with my pain i took 2 a day for 2 yrs.now he is so afraid of me getting addicted he took me off that and put me on zana flex which makes me sleppy and doesn`t help my pain just makes me druggy.i mean i live in pain 24/7 if i lay in bed i get some releife but i have to care for others and don`t want to be in bed for ever.so july 18 i have an appt.to see the pain man.clinic in paduach,ky.in hopes they can help me i feel dr.worry too much about addictions if they would just give us what will take our/my pain away we wouldn`t want any more med.i am almost to my breaking point sometimes i wish people who treating us would sufer a little to see what it is like to have pain and have dr.who don`t beleive them....can any one out there please help me with some advisethank you neenee
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