I am a broken shell
I called the SSA yestyerday to check on my claim and I was told that I should be getting a letter this week. He said that the judge had ruled unfavorable and the letter would explain everything. I completely broke doen on the phone, I couldn't get a word out I just cried and cried. I can't take anymore pain and letdown, I have finally had enough. I am so scared I don't know what to do next. To start over from the begining is such an overwhelming thing to even think about.
All the pain I have everyday and all the dissappointment I cause my family because of that pain and now this. Our family needed the ss pay and the back pay to get caught up financially. Now we may loose everything.
I know, my dr's know, and my family knows that I cannot hold down any type of job. I can't even be a proper mrother to my little boys nor a helpful wife to my husband. WHAT DO THEY WANT FROM ME?????
I need some advise please....I can't function, I am so lost and broken my fight is gone.