lesha3

I am a 43 yr old single mom of two kids,14 and 5. I also have health problems that i am really struggling with.my back is bad,which i have to take pain meds everyday for.i have a messed up neck,which aches,gets stiff daily,and migraine headaches off and on.my 5 yr old son had severe adhd,and possibly autism spectrum disorder,and my daughter,im not sure,she just wont talk to anyone,has to do summer school every year,and doesnt have any friends.she dont want to do anything except shop online and eat.you wouldnt think that they would fight at all,but thats all they do,its horrible.she picks on him all the time,and hes always screaming or whining,then the next minute they are getting along.its a very stressful enviroment around here.anyway,i also have fibromyalgia,and i just cant seem to get moving.i can wake up early,but never get dressed or ready to go anywhere until afternoon.in the mornings,i have to wear my moist heat belt around,my back hurts,and i have alot of stiffness.then by noon,im tired already,and i havent even done anything yet? I feel so guilty,my son is way too hyper to have to stay at home all the time.he should be around other kids,and playing sports,and going to parks and such,i think about it all the time,but cant seem to do anything about it.last summer,i wasnt so bad,i at least would take him to the city park and let him play,but just dont feel like doing anything this summer at all.i know this cant go on.i feel like an old grandma trying to raise two kids,what do i do?? My mom past away 5 years ago,and i dont have any friends or family to help out.i really need some advice here,please??