| | Suffering alot...
Ok so we all know the deal by now I have borderline personality disorder, fibromyalgia, waiting to find out if I have anklosing spondalitis... having insomnia blah blah blah
Well... last night I was in such intense pain (that has been going strong and continuously getting worse for the past 4 days) so I finally called 911 cuz I could barely even walk to get myself to the hospital and also I was feeling really suicidal......after waiting there for hours... they sent me home with nothing.. Nothing at all for the pain.. zip.
now I'm still in pain, I'm still depressed, and also I have a migraine now from crying my eyes out and from the unnatural florescent lights...and I'm going to have to pay $40 I don't have for the ambulance ride
Don't even know what else to do... I think I'm gonna go lie in my bed and hope for a miracle or the sweet release of death... either way lol