oh miss katkat....i feel your pain! not in the feet, but the emotional/psychological/spiritual doldrums you are sitting in right now. i got myself some great meditation tapes (i know, sounds hokey...)after my PF/bunionectomy last year.....i wrote alot about the pain, and the feelings that it brought up for me. that was the biggest surprise, through the writing, was finding out about some deep-seated stuff that i never would have taken the time to deal with had it not been for surgery knocking me off my feet. i also started doing some upper body weight stuff and ended up with some awesome biceps and tighter triceps!!! watched a lot of movies....read a good deal. i know, i know......you just want it to be over. i am out here if you want to blow off some steam!! i'll listen, and i'll say "there there, there there"....i really will. i know that, at least, helps during recovery...just being heard. i hope you have a good tomorrow...and that your healing goes smoothly. take care.