| Bone fusion/foot/great toe
I barely know where to begin. My foot problems stem from arthritis in the large joint/big toe. I have undergone four surgeries in the space of two years: (1) reconstruction of the joint, (2) joint implant, (3) bone fusion with external fixater (I was on crutches/non weight bearing for six months), and (4) removal of the plates and screws a year after surgery. As far as I'm concerned the bone fusion surgery is a failure. I am in more pain now than I was to start with and would go back to the joint implant in a heart beat. The reason the joint implant failed was due to my development of fibrosis in the surgical area which resulted in pain because the joint was unable to move. These surgeries took place between 1999 and 2001. Throw in surgery for a ruptured disc/cervical and 3 months/24 hours a day in a hard collar, among other health issues, as well as the loss of both parents and a brother during that same time frame, and I suppose it's no wonder I'm suffering from depression. I have tried series of injections in an attempt to help with the nerve pain in my foot to no avail. I am currently taking Lyrica but can only take it at night because it makes me drowsy/dizzy. It is difficult to walk, my weight (what there is of it) is thrown to the outside of my foot which has resulted in a painful ankle, sore foot, painful spasms in my other toes, and the list goes on and on. Shoes?!? I would love to find a pair of shoes that aren't painful. I can't even wear sneakers. I am stuck wearing clogs which have recently started bothering me -- atrophy of the foot has progressed to the point where I can't keep an open shoe on my foot. I walk right out of it. And clogs are so chic -- try figuring out what to wear to a wedding, etc. when you can't wear shoes. I know that my problems are minimal compared to what some people go through in their life, but that thinking doesn't help me. It only makes me feel worse. I'm tired. I've been from doctor's office to doctor's office seeking help. And I suppose my question is, has anyone gone through what I have and is there any surgery that would improve my condition. Can I go back to a joint implant. I already know what the answer is. There is no help for me and I have to face the fact that I will live with this pain the rest of my life. Any suggestions to alleviate the pain?
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