| Re: Symptoms I've been having.
Well, it is possible I am under some stress. I deal with stress fairly well (at least I think I do).
The stress I would be under would be from either of these (from the symptoms)
Mono - it's over
Abcess - Over
Surgery on Thursday - Yea I am stressed but it is on Thursday then I don't need to worry about it.
Weakness/ Strength - Worries me a little, I mean it could be affecting the "major" problem out of all of these symptoms.
Insomnia - Well, this isn't so much of a stress as it is a hassel. I just would like to sleep. However, I think perhaps I will get back on track after my surgery (the pain meds will help with that) and then once I am off if I still have it I'll take that melatonin stuff– I hear it works.
Apetite - Worries me, I don't believe I have an eating disorder. I love to eat, I just have nausea now which could be from the highly infected tonsils or it could be because of the insomnia.
Detachment - This worries me, I am not really able to focus and it is hard to memorize things. Hah, just the other day I literally thought I went crazy when I was making a sandwhich and I said to someone " I don't got no mayonaise." I didn't catch it but then all the sudden the person said something and I was amazed that I said that. It seems somewhat insignificant but hah, I am a pre-med pscyhology student and I am using broken english. Anyways, it just feels like my concentration is slipping.
Sexual arousal - This is the one that could just stress me out, I get stressed talking about it. It has happened twice with two different girls in the past few months. It felt like I would be able to but then all the sudden nope. Embarrasing to talk about.
This sexual arousal one is killing me too becuase its not 100% better, I would say only about 40-50% and thats probably just psychological improvement becuase I took ginseng and it is "supposed" to increase stamina and energy. I can't even believe that this could be happening to me. The reason I said this was killing me is becuase this one has been going on for well a few months so it shouldn't be a cause from the above problems and I doubt it is testosterone because well, I was all set the month before it started. These two girls were very attractive, actually when it first started I was still seeing the girl I had been with earlier when I was O.K so it isn't the girls, it's got to be something with me. Could medicines actually perm. damage this? I've taken alot of Z-Packs for my tonsil infections but I have taken that my entire life. I doubt that, I am just lost.
Last edited by prague; 07-13-2005 at 02:59 AM.
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