DJBucs2005

Hi there!

I don't really think you've drawn a complete picture to your problem. I doubt you'd be coming on here asking for help if you truly are a horrible son and have caused her or your dad a lot of problems. With that said, what is your mom's history? Does she have any history or current problems with any kind of substance abuse or addiction? What is her deal? You have lived with her I would take it for a good amount of years.

I would definitely just write out how you feel, get your thoughts together, do whatever you have to do to get yourself in the right state of mind, just sitting there and thinking, and then talk to your dad about this if you don't think your mom will listen to you at this point. Let him know how you honestly feel. There is definitely something going on. No mom who is happy is going to verbally abuse their child, no matter what her problem is.

I would definitely try talking to your dad first. Do not give up the first time you talk to him. If he doesn't take your seriously one day, talk to him the next day but try to re-word your self but get the same point across of how you feel.

If you can look yourself in the mirror and honestly tell yourself "I tried to talk to my dad (or my mom) but they just won't listen or take me seriously", I would try seeking out some help from friends or other family members.

If not that, then Big Brothers, Big Sisters ( bbbs.org). Depending on how old you are, (the age limit varies in which you can be helped depending on where you live) it can be a great benefit to you. They are basically an organization that helps out children with no parents, one parent, or even both parents in some cases, and act as postive role models in a kid's life. The waiting list can be long, but this will hopefully be your last option, but not the worst either.

Best of luck to you,

David J.